the official ass week ended.
i couldnt believe that i could finish the bio paper.
since ystd one guy mentioned that this would be the hardest bio paper EVER.
oh damn, it was not hard, and i think that i did quite well (:

class outing.
don't look at my face and think that i'm bored, people.
actually i was enjoying it.
and the movie was so nice.
people all of you should throw your phone away.
stay away from any cameras
and never look at electronic board along the way.
it will be dangerous for you.

have some mixed feelings.
ok leave it for different time =)

enjoy ppl!
who gives a damn about the math acc paper anyway =)

oh well, yesterday chem was okay.
at least i remembered those stupid conditions for reacting
and at least i think i did quite well for this paper.

and it left only three more papers.
ma2104, bio and ma2301.
and i think i know nothing about bio.
but i think just chiong through the paper, the last bio paper for my life.

after the exam, it was still raining, and i didnt want to walk back by the front gate.
then stayed back and eat and waited for school gate to open.
went to library with Quang to find the name of some african countries' capital.
haha, i never knew there exists some place named Addis Ababa
at least i know where is Ethiopia

then stayed back to waited for the side gate to open
thought that the gate would be open soon, after the j1 finish their paper.
then played softball to kill time
me, Tung, Minh, Quyen and Kai.
batting was fun.
i think swinging the bat to hit the ball was a good way to destress.
and the uncle never opened the gate until 1.
then we played for 1 and a half hour there.
tiring, but enjoyable.

i think our Vietnamese guys should form a team and go around challenge the whole school in all kinds of sport.
Soccer
Street soccer
Tennis
Softball
Badminton
Tabletennis
Swimming
Track
Basketball.
hahaha we own!

ok as ass week is currently the hottest topic to talk about
we shall be talking abt ass week today.
2 days and 4 papers.
ok first was la.
that writer must have been trying hard to show off his vocabulary skill.
and i feel very deeply sorry for him because i could not understand what he writes about.
and i could not comprehend those beautiful and sophisticated words that he uses.
so i anyhow crapped my way through the paper, while asking for forgiveness from mr writer.
physics
nothing, quite easy.
and i love physics paper.
since i don't have to do any research before doing it.
maths.
i was stuck at question 1c
i just have no idea how to comment on the health of some imaginary class from a stupid frequency distribution table.
and i was quite distracted imagining a class with one third of them with bmi<18.
they should look like zombies, i supposed.
thankfully that qn only costs 1 mark.
most of the qns were doable.
as in the only thing i worried about was binominal series as i thought i will forget the formula.
but the formula was given at the last page =)
and the qn was not ver hard either.
then history
oh, did i ever mention to you that i love history?
if not, it means i treat you as a good friend and i do not lie so straightly in front of you.
haha, all about changes
i just put whatever i had onto that paper.
now my head feels blank but it is good.
urrghh, who cares about the past, you must be forward-looking, and don't fight the last war or smt along that line.
yah, that's 4 alr.
this time it feels a bit sad.
since the others do not have chinese paper this time, so that means i cannot look at them suffering and grin evilly
so sadistic aint' i =)
tmr will be chem.
i think it will be fine.
quite a lot of things
but as long as it does not concern electrochemistry i'm not scared of it.

oh and i have stayed back at school for 2 days.
and i sincerely apologise for all the noises that we made inside the library.
and it makes me feel guilty since we were staying inside the library and did not study at all.
it will just lead to some stupid discussions about something totally unrelated to human world.
and eventually it will cause noises and distraction.
oh no, it makes me feel sad about myself.

perseverance
determination
passion
resilience

my phone is dead.
my phone is dead.
my phone is already dead.
my phone IS dead
my phone is DEAD
my PHONE is dead
MY phone is dead.
MY PHONE IS DEAD.

this morning
my dear phone rang at 640am, the normal time that i wake up everyday.
to my sudden realization, today is thursday.
and it means i could sleep for 1 more hour.
reach out my hand to the direction of the annoying alarm without open my eyes.
my hand suddenly hit something.
and my ears caught the sound of something hard crashing on the floor.
my mouth blurted out "oh damn it"
then i fell asleep again.

today the school only got ip1s and 2s.
the parade square looked damn big.
and tmr would be the same.
but then soon after , jc1s started to flock to school.
they infiltrated the canteen, they filled up the library.
it reminded me of the coming exams.
oh damn, haven't started revising.

today was another day wasted at school.
first, the number of people who came to school today reached an alltime low.
16.amazing.
then the uncle did not even open the door for our class.
the morning we had two free periods.
since i did my mi yesterday, and i dun want to discuss it with others as it makes me more confused.
so during mi i had nothing to do.
then ms ng did not come to school today.
then free period for accelerated people.
lunch.
nothing worth mentioning.
double physics.
about half of the class were lying down on their tables.
even model students.
i found an interesting phenomenon that ppl tend to sleep on their left arm and turn their head to the right side.
ok leave it aside.
anyway school was boring today.

ok, then after school.
met alan in library.
then stayed in library for some dontknowwhat reason until 3 something.
then went down to play with Tung
oh i found a nice place.
on top of the monkey bars.
it is under the shade and very cooling,
with a nice view of the school and hardly noticeable if you never look up.
ok that's random.

then soccer with fellas.
haha, i felt bad playing when others are studying hard.
but it makes my life an enjoyable one, so why shouldn't i?
and the evening was a discussion about martial arts.
and how to jump high and do all those kinds of tricks.
lol, i miss practicing taekwondo.

yah, that's it.
and i have not successfully logged in msn.
damn it, the internet has become slower these days.

Weekend.
A short free period.
when i can unwind
relax my body.
sleep as much as i want.
and indulge myself in the music world.
i used to listen to groovy songs with strong beats and funky music.
and i suddenly find my playlist to be filled with melodic and soothing oldies.
but now i seem to fall in love with those old songs.
that i was about to forget.

music is to be listened to.
music is to be enjoyed.
forget those emo lyrics.
forget those loud noises.
and forget about the crazy outside world.
put the earphones on your heads.
turn on the volume.
maybe sing along.
and let the music heal your soul.

Oh if someone writes a song with a simple Rhyme
Just a song where is feeling show
And if someone feels the same about the simple song
Oh sometimes you can hear them sing
Music gives you Happiness and Sadness
But it also, also heals your soul


yah, there are piles of homework waiting for me.
there are tons of revision for me to do.
there are million things i have to worry about.
but it is good to rest once in a while, right?



We belong to the sea
To the waves you and me
Living in the ocean so blue
We belong to the sea
Open wide being free
A minute everlasting with you
And as soon as it stops
We'll all be a drop
Coming down on your wide open sea

Actually i was meant to post this yesterday after coming back from the airport.
but i could not keep myself awake for long enough to type out .

yesterday 10/9
damn, school was a big waste of time.
we came to school for almost nothing, and since i did not pay attention, so i got absolutely nothing.
horrible day.
then at two had to go to NUS for the stupid competition.
after that two extremely long hours.
i got out something out of this competition.
first, this competition is not meant for normal humans to compete.
with all those complicated questions, with complicated formulas and complicated constants.
hmm. after all, who cares about the temperature of black hole anyway.
and to all the ppl who set the questions, have you ever been there before? how could you know?
ok, second thing, next time i go for any competition i have to bring a jacket.
damn cold man!!
last time the maths olympiad also same thing, nearly got frozen there.
and lastly, NUS toilets are so damn troublesome.
wah lao, went along the whole corridor.
and found a female toilet.
asked the cleaner there.
she said male toilet is upstairs or downstairs.
then me and tai wan went up
saw the toilet with no signs...
then we had to go down to the third floor ...
damn.

after the competition then went to airport.
it was like going from one end to the opposite end of the city.
met Phong at City Hall.
then met Tai wan again at Tanah Merah.
then three of us went to the airport together.

quite a number of people were there.
02 people
me, phong,tai wan, zhang fan, choon fah were ppl from other classes.
and 3 of jaesung's korean friends.
had a nice meal.
and ppl were having fun talking with others.
then we went down to take some last pics with jaesung.
then he had to go in.
and the mood suddenly downed to the ground.
we , one by one, came and hugged jae
his face was undescribable.
like trying his hardest to keep a smiling face.
some people could not hold in their tears.
then he went inside.
i felt so sad.
jaesung, i know i will miss you, our room will miss you, people will miss you.
wish you a safe trip home(i know you have)
wish you to be happy with your family.
you will not be forgotten.

then went back with phong and minh.
came back to the room and collapsed on the bed.
then slept like a pig until the morning

woke up at 7 to see Alan was standing at the door.
helped him to find his phone.
when i called his phone, suddenly we saw something vibrating inside the dustbin.
ohwells, that's the best place for it to be there.
breakfast today was a discussion about martial arts.
lol, random ppl.

class was okay.
dunno why mrs tan never returned the singer's assignment.
06 got returned alr..
and she called me to ask why sovereignty is important.
i was going to answer her that if i have freedom of choice would choose not to answer her question.
nah, but then too coward then cannot say anything lor.
crappy mi, now got some more to do.
and what to choose between sovereignty and sanctity of life.
then i choose sovereignty and i can air my armpit in class and dun care if others will die or not (:
maths.
ok ok lah.
then physics.
ok ok lah.
then maths again
ok ok lah.
all the sbjs all like that.
who cares, i come to school to look at girls not to care about the sbj =)
studying is to keep my gpa so i won't be sent back, and can come to school to look at girls. =)
yah lah, you need motivation to come to school everyday =)
wah lao, i sounded like a pervert.
no i should talking like that, damaging my reputation (:

lol
come home too early
nothing to do.
study is out of the list.
:)
phong asked me to wake him up at 3.15
i woke him up at 3.14
then at 3.15 he fell asleep again.
later he wakes up and kills me

ppl in my room always like that.
cannot wake up
but just ask others to wake them up at weird time
lol.
what to do now??

sometimes i discover scary truth about the world.
we live in a peaceful world, but everyone knows that's only on the surface.
a nice afternoon i was surfing the net.
then by chance stumbled on to some homemade kids videos.
surprisingly, the videos of some cute kids doing some cute things, all got number of views of about 10mil++.
damn. this world is full of pedophiles..

the whole day was really unproductive, and school was a waste of time.
when there were only two lessons today, that i never paid any attention to the things being said.
went back home at 130. lol, so damn early, for the first time ever.
spent the afternoon watching superhero with Phong(again). that movie is... indescribable, just that it is damn sick and lame.
lol
wanna do something but cannot.
actually i should sleep instead of watching movie.



one more day. damn. why so early.

monday the 8th of september.
chinese prelim.
extended holiday for people who only knows how to swear in chinese but don't know how to write or say any proper words.
but nothing could predict a random mind.
woke up and went to school at 740
very reluctantly.
came in at 8.
brought the board to class then went down for breakfast.
then went out again.
the guard seemed very shocked when the two guys who came late and went out early.
then on the way to buy air ticket.
and to my amazement, a person (who even managed to get lost on the way to KAP) finally showed us his capabilities by bringing everyone to the booking office.
then we wandered around city hall
the same person mentioned early on had to do some stuffs for his chem game
then I and two roommates went for lunch
then had a serious intellectual discussion about ancient myths.
lol
and the same person mentioned early amazed me the second time by finding where we were sitting without getting lost.
yah, truly i was amazed.
and as a no-life person i am, i went back to school then studied.
lol
it hurt my pride as a slacker to stay in the library to study but somehow i made it.
:)
but actually i did not study much.
mostly just talked crap, and distracted others.



haizzz
tiring.
sometimes it makes me ponder.
sometimes it complicates things.
i will plug in my earphones, louder the volume, bury my head in the pillow, cover myself with a blanket.
then close my eyes and empty my head.
it is not very hard since my head is normally empty anyway.
nah, nothingness is perfect since there is not even a fault.
so i can see myself as a perfectionist with a perfect head.
it does not rhyme aww.
why can't i make it rhyme?
i have no idea why since my head is empty.
then it means my head is not perfect.
hmm..
it is too complex, maybe too much for my head to handle.
inside my head is all kinds of crappy thoughts and ideas.
no wonder it stinks.
i should find the deodorant.
oh i found it!
but if i use it i will be killed by cris.
maybe phong will cooperate with cris and kill me.
i will lose
hence i die.
lol
i go write my will.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Lol
i feel damn sad sia

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Very Low
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Low

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz




arrgh. i know i'm a lazy person :)

Today was tiring.
i collapsed onto my bed at 11 yesterday, then woke up at 6 this morning.
and having nothing to do in such a beautiful morning, i washed my beautiful face then strolled down to DH plaza for a nice breakfast.
encountered the short and vulgar IP3 uncle.
I took something that i dun even know the name or whatever it was made from.
and it was in an indescribable state that i dun even know how to describe it.
so i had "something" for breakfast.
met my crazy-over-training classmate.
and talked about something that i can not remember right now.
yah..
came back to my room to find the others sleeping peacefully on their beds.
i stoned for a moment, and thought about what to think about.
but i failed to come up with anything to think about so i just stoned there and pretended to be thinking about something.
then my lame-talkmate and the korean boy woke up.
then the whole morning i was spending my time on some things that now i also failed to recall.
so i pretended that i had a meaningful morning.
then went out with the lame-talk-mate.
for the watch outing.
damn it, it reminded me for the last three days of obs that i missed.
people gave me the oh-so-sad-you-could-not-go-it-was-so-damn-fun look.
lol, i should demand for a refund.
today we had the best of the best ever watch outing.
our watch got 14 ppl, and there were 8 or 9 oh-so-damn-enthu ppl who confirmed that they would definitely go.
and then due to some unforeseen circumstances and incomprehensible fateful events, the number was a bit larger than expected.
that was, including me and Phong, the number hit the peak of 4 ppl, with the appearances of Yiting and Yuen Wai.
Phong sent out some msgs to ask the others if they coming or not.
then some ppl did not come for some damn valid reasons like doing work or sickness.
some ppl did not come for unknown reasons.
some ppl did not come without a reason.
and some ppl did not come without answering.
haizzzzz.
then it ended up the four of us walking around looking for papers with texture that resemble sperms.(lol)
a short lunch at the basement.
with a long and meaningless talk.
i got some new insights about some new matters.
that i don't know if it ever concerns me or not.
then we all separated and went home.
played with Cris for a short while.
then went for the street soccer.
lol, long time never played.
got stepped on my big toe.
damn.
wah.
i just found my day so eventful.
but rather unproductive.
just now while trying to install Spybot1.6
i got to read the best ever license agreement.
you can read for yourself.



I. Freeware
First of all, the reasons why Spybot-S&D is free:

I.a. Dedication
Spybot-S&D is dedicated to the most wonderful girl on earth :)

I.b. Binary
What do you get if you buy software? Lots of ones and zeros, nothing more. If they were distributed as art, I could understand paying it. But if the main goal of their order is to earn money - by fees or ads - I don't like it!

I.c. Conclusion
This means that I grant you the license to use Spybot-S&D as much as you like. But if you like it, I ask two things of you: say a prayer for me (and the most wonderful girl while you're at it ;) ) to your god - or whatever you believe - and wish us some luck.

lol.
this guy is funny.
i like him.
pray to you and your wonderful girl.
lol
this post is about nothing.
but i find something in this post.
so this post is not nothing after all.
but something is not nothing, but it can a about nothing.
so whatever it is, you should not understand since i'm random.
however, i'm still not random as cris's pokemons.
oh damn what am i talking about.
have a good day.
tmr come to school for bio.
but ...
what time is it?
i really don't know eh.
who should i ask?
cannot ask someone from other classes.
so it means i must ask someone from my class.
but who in class is trustworthy?
actually i dunno also.
lol