I tell you a story about a sad guy.
He is sad, but he doesnt know why.
Maybe because he doesnt get what he always yearns for.
Not that he knows exactly what he yearns for.
Sometimes he thinks that he has everything.
everything necessary for his own good, for his own life
He laughs away at things, since he doesnt consider all those things a big matter.
hundreds of small things can come together and make a big thing
but he ignores thousands of things, until the consequences are to big for him to handle alone.
now he regrets what he has done.
he always thinks he has enough.
actually, he has a lot, but he does not have the ability to stick all of them together.
then things crumple and fall apart.
he doesnt have a firm ground to stay on.
and he realizes his own mistakes.
he has a lot.
he can do a lot.
but one thing is missing.
his goal.
he wants too much.
he envies others.
he feels that if people can get something, he can also get it.
but he is mistaken.
disillusioned, he finds himself alone in darkness.
he wants to start all over again.
but no one can turn back the time,
he cannot, either.
he feels frustrated
displeased, discouraged, disillusioned.
he tries to force himself to be someone that is not him.
now who was he, again he forgets.

so what to do now, for him?
he does not know.
he is clueless,
so he decides to press the restart button
he tries to overwrite his own os, with a new one.
it takes a longer time to install.
it takes a longer time to stabilize.
it takes a longer time to familiarize.
but it is indeed a better one.

i wonder if he still feels sad.
hope he finds a better life in future.
if he is determined
enough...