I am angry.
Why do I still have one more paper when tomorrow i would be home already?
And why does that paper have to be physical geo?
The subject that I have never touched since the start of the ancient history of mankind.
I hate it.

Oh ya, i did better than expected for the three assignments yesterday.
no need to mention the fact that I expected to fail.
Never studied seriously, i wont be surprised if i fail miserably.
I did not crap enough for econs.
and LA i expected 0 mark for the application qn.
Physics was okay.
damn it, why the last paper must be geo??? arrgghhh

Aristal was so cool.
I got the seat at the middle of the last row of the first floor.
from a far, with all the smoke coming up, everything looked blurry.
Maybe that's why i found this year's aristal nicer than last year.
but not as fun
this year i had to sit alone.
next to me were some people from 06ip04.
one girl was talking ,without pause, in English.
and the guy next to her answered in Chinese.
that bilingual conversation lasted from 730 to 10. in other words, the whole performance.
and when the indian dance people came up, they started :" hey, where's daniel? is he the second one? wahh, so cute blah blah blah ..."
the performance was quite cool.
haha, during the malay dance performance, people heard some weird noises and all the audiences started laughing.

yesterday i blurted out some not-very-good vietnamese in front of tung's father.
forgot that he was there.
hope that he would forget soon, or even better if he did not hear.

nah.
go study geog.
or i will die.

I know it isnt a good time for blogging.
Since I have six more papers to do.
And my consecutive streak of unproductive days havent ended yet.

Nah, who cares, Im just too bored.

Today went for the closing ceremony.
too bad NJ did not get anything for the onsite challenge.
but when I listened to the first place group, the solution was really simple.
Not much different from my first idea, but better done, and well-thought.

It was strange.
All the schools from all over the world came to compete, but three fourth of the prize went to local schools.

Oh yah, and the sharing of experience of overseas participants.
I totally agree the Israel guy's opinion.
suits and ties are not for singapore's weather.
I nearly suffocated inside the blazer.
But there was someone really incredible.
He wore the blazer, from inside the hostel, on the bus, during the ceremony, throughout the lunch, on the bus back to the hostel, and even the walk back to the hostel.( that someone who-must-not-be-named is a vietnamese scholar from 07ip01)

Ly was not at the hostel today. She had some stuffs at school. I suddenly realized i haven't met her for a few months. I was such a bad friend :(

and nothing much happened afterward. my recent schedule was mostly makeup sleeping session :)

Go and study, boy. Time is running out. T_T

Such a long time of no update.
I'm too lazy recently.

At last SIMC has ended.
it will officially end tmr, but to me it ends alr.
Our group presentation today was totally screwed up.
But frankly I should say it was deserving.
Yesterday at 11pm we still havent decided on a solution
And the group was too bored and no one wanted to do anything anymore.
It was a big mystery to me how we could crap the whole thing for the presentation.
But never mind it ends alr.
The on-site challenge I estimate that we have a negative chance of winning.
Even when I try to look at things as optimistically as I could
At least we got something for the presite challenge.
All the best for the other two groups, hope that you would make the school proud

But at least I was happy.
My presentation skill improved lah :)
At least I'm a little more confident than before :D

I went back to school at 1.15
then everyone has gone home alr.
just wanted to meet everyone, and perhaps play soccer or basketball or something.
but only saw a few people, the others disappeared alr.
quite sad.
then I ate at school.
I went to the western food stall and the auntie said no more rice and spaghetti.
then i ran to chinese cuisine to find that there was no more meat.
and i had a lunch with all the veggie.
then went home alone T_____T

People went for Mld training
left me alone at home to fight with this irritating weather.
I really really really cannot stand this kind of weather.
sometimes i wish that the hostel got bathtub.
then I will fill the whole thing with cool water and sleep inside.
anyway, still had to take a bath.
even I knew that later allan would call me to play soccer.

then slept for one hour.
and woken up (expectedly) by allan.
and went to the street soccer court.
damn it the ground was scorching hot.
cannot stand on it, had to jump around .
like dancing.
so random.


arrrrgggghhhh
next week still got exams
when everyone is freed alr
still havent touched the notes
I did touch the note, but only to put it aside.
My brain got some kind of restriction enzymes that rejected all the information i tried to stuff in.
random again
But cannot take the exams with everyone.
aarrggh
should go and study.
Oh, just want to write some stupid things on the exam papers, then go off and enjoy the holiday alr.
and miss my parents also :)

My friend just called me. A call that lasted roughly one hour.
She just called me, and when I answered I could hear nothing but her crying.
I was really confused of what to do.
She cried and mumbled, and I had a hard time understand what she was talking about.
She got into some troubles, and she was uncertain of her own self.
She just knew to cry.
The more she thought the more confused she was.
I did lend my ears to her for one hour to hear her complaints.
And tried to calm her down, since she seemed like she was broken.
Actually I could do nothing more to help her.
At least she was calmed down.
Hope that she will feel better soon.
I don't want to see people to be like that.
If you cannot do something ,please do not try to hard as you might hurt yourself.
I love all my friends, and I dont want to hear sad stories about all of you.
Ass week is coming.
All the best for everyone!
Don't get frustrated if you could not do anything, as long as you had tried your best that's okay.